-sigh- *woah i actually sighed at more blog...since eons i did dat* yes i noe im suppose to upload my foc photo but im so not in the mood to blog bout happy things
*woohoo!!! i passed my 1st maths quiz! 23/35*
nvm bout that. See the title up there? What do you tink is the value of frenship?
to me i tink the value of frenship is time which=priceless. Over the past few weeks then i realised hw time play such a big role in friendships.
is lik one moment u can b eac other sidekicks then while ya away busy with smth, the rest jus had their fun, and when u come bck, u end up lik a lost sheep. Worse thing is, when u try to pull bck into the crowd, the distance jus get larger n larger.
I did try getting bck, but im getting real tired. Each time i tink im lik talking to walls when i tried to strike a conversation. NOw is lik i dunno wads going on; when they dun look really happy, i tried showing concern, they hardly breath a word. Then when they start doing new stuffs that u neva know of cos u're away...u get more demoralised. Its even more demoralising to hear them talk bout outings that u dun even know of. That sucked the mos.
I joined the club, main purpose is to dance, but without them i probably wun survive in the club till now. SO its lik now things has changed so much i really dunno what to do. Today during pract i din really talk to them. Cos i jus dunno wad to talk bout then i'll get another disappointment becos i out diao. And since they all look so happy together why shld i go ruin the atmosphere or smth . Seriously im not thinking too much; things jus seem wad they seem in my view. I tried to see things in a brighter light but no, things wun change.
now i say untill nth to say le, i wun force them cos it'll jus cause more unhappiness. Cry also cry b4 liao, wad more can i do. Mayb they neva notice anything, jus its seems quieter. who doesn't lik the peace rite. Guess i jus hav to see on next sat..
