don't worry...im more than happy not to b in the main comm...at least i can concentrate on dance and studies. on top of that...im actually gloating away; awhile bck when the main comm thingy came abt...somebody told this someone is gonna tell others not to vote for me...n on the voting day the someone was pulling votes lik crazy...in the end...also neva get in! haha! talk bout retribution. At least i wun emo over it..lalala
anyway there was suppose to b a whole load of happy things to blog abt budden a gigantic pile of bullcrap jus exploded on me jus now n im in a lousy mood. All i can say is i hatemy dad because
- i kena a fucking curfew at 11pm....which NORMALpoly student sleeps at 11 man!? - lik all man...he always thinks he's right...but will neva admit it - he doesn't lik gene n only told me lik recently [lik 1mth ago n today] - he fricking treats me lik an 8 yr old... - i fucking gt 0 for my mbio quiz becos he made me off my lappy in the midst my quiz and once u attempted it is consider sttempted...whether u submit the marks not also dun care...cb! - he threatens to make me quit nra. n i tink i mentioned b4...i'll hateanybody who trys to do dat. if dat day comes...i'll leave home for sure. Since he dun mind me hating him cos he made me quit dance so i guess he wun mind if i leave home too. [yes u may consider this as a threat but thats becos im taking dance seriously, jus lik man taking football seriously] - and fuck it! screw the part bout "when u sick or injured is not lik i neva care". i had to go see the doc myself when i bloody hell sprain my ankle n the doc was all the way at serangoon n im living at ang mo kio.
argh! im fucking pissed! at times lik these...is very hard to think abt the gd stuff he did...but i seriously cannot rmb la other than the fact he supported me financially. Tell me la...hw can anybody think of any good...imagine ur parents tries to ruin ur passion, impose curfew on u...u sure too pissed to tink bout anything else except hw asshole they are la. Im so pissed that i can;t slp n here i am typing at 4.13am.