seriously i dunno wad to blog about but CNY is over n holidays are in for me!!! 9 wks of holiday for me!!! i can gloat at my bro..muhahahahaa! but i guess holidays wun b much of holiday for me. *sigh* my hopes of going to hokkaido are dashed! cos my bro is taking Os this yr n it'll totally b immoral of me to
1] make him go japan with the whole family n skip 2 days of sch
2] make him jealous cos i'm making it more obvious that i'm on holiday
so i decide to b a gd jie-jie n stay in singapore n wait till next yr's march hols T_T (no i'm not going to japan in nov/dec because it'll b winter season n i wun b able to buy nice clothes...clothes design kinda suck during the winter season if u notice)
anyway...i'm $210 bucks richer!! considerthe fact i din work for a month, that quite a sum earned. i love CNY. the biggest ang bao i gt was $20. It wasn't really ang bao cos it was given to me by my unmarried aunt n she jus gave my bro n i the $20 as it is. oh n my dad's fren gave a $20 ang bao. JUS MY DAD'S FREN LEI! NOT BLOOD-RELATED! SUPER GENEROUS CAN!! Next biggest prolly from one of my cousin from my mum side which is $12.
AND I'M GODDAMN HAPPY! COS I'M RESUMING DANCE PRACTISE NEXT WK!!!! i miss dance! i miss eighties! i miss ann! i miss everyone! monday wang qin's gonna start funka practise with us. I'm kinda excited cos i'm wondering what genre or style wud she do. Actually Nra would b sending 9 teams for funka n only our team wud b coached by wang qin so kinda anticipating for funka practise.
It's lik today i went bck to see my juniors practising for syf, n i kindda realise really hw much effort i commited to dance last time. Compared to present, wad i practise for in nra was nth. Those were the days where tears, sweat n even blood were shed. Work so hard for 1 and half years jus for one bloody competition that goes on every once in 2 yrs. Kindda crappy la for the fact my last yr i din even gt gold for honours (ya lik so unfair can! chi n malay dance worked the hardest and we only get lik wad...GOLD!? then the other fricking dance slacked all the way n gt the honours! lik wtf! dats one thing i'll neva 4get since i grad) but frankly when i see the juniors, i dun see myself in them. The spirit is diff n if u ask me, i'm kindda pissed la. Cos in my opinion, they dun really take things seriously, they are jus doing it for the sake of doing it n not for themselves. Then it's lik u dun see the energy in the dance...totally kindda sucked but i can't really say dat in front of them, bet that'll kill them off. not much i can go anyway.
Guess i'll jus work hard on my part n get my spirit into dance for the competition. More importantly...getting in shape! god dammit, despite some relatives saying i seemed to hav slim down again. i thought diff. i felt i weigh a whale now...crap! my firm tummy kindda gone. the shape is dere but it'd gone soft...bah~
sigh~ think i'm jus gonna stop here cos im damn tired.
you know...mian bao chao ren has her stormy days too.